Lately ive been having alot on my mind especially about the break-up and ive been thinking.. I must've blinded myself believing that things would get better between us. Ive been stressed day in and day out almost this whole year because of her ways of treating me. Terese never understood what ive been trying to tell her and only shrugged it off without caring. Never telling me anything and not showing me any kind of love.  Ive tried my best to be there and to do everything i could but there was nothing coming from her. No signs of progress, just the same old thing which was always saying I love you. I've done my fair share of wrong in our relationship with yelling and said things that i'll always regret saying but ive changed since those days and tried to improve on everything afterwards. Ive been feeling that her love wasnt even real for quite awhile too and her hooking up with someone else right after we broke up is just.. Shocking really. Im glad that weve stopped talking because it gave me time to myself and see what I really needed.
Things are beginning to work out alot better now. Im much more relaxed and calm than ive ever been and im already meeting some new people on forums.^^ Looks like things are getting better for me afterall lol.